I guess my prayers were answered today. I was talking to AJ, making plans for Friday, and everything was going all happy. Before I know it, he dropped the bomb.

"Ya know, we shouldn't become involved again. I've been thinking about it, and with my situation it's just asking for disaster" he says.

Oh.

I see.

Well, I was asking for a direct answer. I must have faith in God and accept it. I want to be happy. I want AJ to be happy. I can't push for anything more. I don't want to cause him pain. I love him so much. God must have a different plan for me.

Anyway, please don't be upset with him. I know he's just trying to do what's best for the both of us. At least this time we'll still be on good terms. Also, please keep him in your prayers. I hope he finds what he needs to be happy, I hope his family stays together, and I hope he'll always remember who he is as a son of God. I swear the military is beating everything human out of him. I'm afraid someday he'll be nothing but a shell, a machine used by the government trained to kill.

Why can't this be an April Fools joke?